Ἡ Κυριακή τοῦ Θωμᾶ

Anthony Bloom (Metropolitan of Sourozh (1914- 2003))

Σήμερα τιμᾶμε τὸν Ἀπόστολο Θωμᾶ. Πολλοὶ συχνὰ τὸν θυμόμαστε μοναχὰ σὰν τὸν ἄπιστο Θωμᾶ· στὴν πραγματικότητα εἶναι ἐκεῖνος ποὺ ἀμφέβαλλε γιὰ τὰ νέα ποὺ τοῦ μετέφεραν οἱ ὑπόλοιποι Ἀπόστολοι ὅταν τοῦ εἶπαν : Ὁ Χριστὸς ἀναστήθηκε! Τὸν εἴδαμε ζωντανό!

Ἀλλὰ δὲν εἶναι ἐκεῖνος ποὺ ἀμφέβαλλε σ’ ὅλη τὴ ζωή του ἢ ποὺ παρέμεινε ἄπιστος στὸ μυστήριο τῆς Θεϊκῆς ἀποκάλυψης τοῦ Κυρίου. Πρέπει νὰ θυμηθοῦμε ὅτι ὅταν οἱ Ἀπόστολοι καὶ ὁ Κύριος ἔμαθαν ὅτι ἀρρώστησε ὁ Λάζαρος, ὁ Κύριος τοὺς εἶπε: Ἂς ἐπιστρέψουμε στὰ Ἱεροσόλυμα. Στὰ λόγια τοῦ Κυρίου οἱ ἄλλοι Ἀπόστολοι ἀπάντησαν: Ἀλλὰ οἱ Ἰουδαῖοι θέλουν νὰ σὲ σκοτώσουν ἐκεῖ, γιατί θὰ πρέπει νὰ ἐπιστρέψουμε; Μονάχα ὁ Ἀπόστολος Θωμᾶς ἀπάντησε: Ἂς Τὸν ἀκολουθήσουμε καὶ ἂς πεθάνουμε μαζὶ μ’ Ἐκεῖνον. Ἦταν προετοιμασμένος ὄχι μόνο νὰ εἶναι στὰ λόγια μαθητής Του, ὄχι μόνο νὰ Τὸν ἀκολουθήσει ὅπως ἕνας μαθητὴς ἀκολουθεῖ τὸν δάσκαλό του, ἀλλὰ νὰ πεθάνει μαζί Του, ὅπως ἕνας ἄνθρωπος ποὺ ἀποφασίζει νὰ πεθάνει μὲ τὸν φίλο του καὶ ἐὰν χρειαστεῖ χάριν τοῦ φίλου του. Ἂς θυμηθοῦμε λοιπὸν τὸ μεγαλεῖο τῆς ψυχῆς του, τὴν πίστη καὶ τὴν ἀκεραιότητα τοῦ χαρακτήρα του.

Τί συνέβη ὅμως ὅταν μετὰ τὴν Ἀνάσταση τοῦ Χριστοῦ οἱ Ἀπόστολοι ἀνήγγειλαν σ’ αὐτὸν ποὺ μονάχα αὐτὸς δὲν εἶχε δεῖ τὸν Κύριο, ὅτι ἀντίκρισαν πραγματικὰ τὸν ἀναστάντα Χριστό; Γιατί δὲν πίστεψε τὰ λόγια τους; Γιατί ἀμφέβαλλε; Γιατί εἶπε ὅτι χρειαζόταν ἀποδείξεις, ἁπτὲς ἀποδείξεις; Ἐπειδὴ ὅταν τοὺς ἀντίκρισε τοὺς εἶδε χαρούμενους μὲ ὅ,τι εἶδαν, ἦταν χαρούμενοι ποὺ ὁ Χριστὸς δὲν ἦταν πιὰ νεκρός, ποὺ ἦταν ζωντανός, χαρούμενοι γιὰ τὴν νίκη ποὺ εἶχε κερδηθεῖ. Καὶ ὅμως παρατηρώντας τους δὲν εἶδε σὲ αὐτοὺς καμία ἀλλαγή. Ἦταν οἱ ἴδιοι, μόνο ποὺ ἦταν γεμάτοι ἀπὸ χαρὰ ἀντὶ γιὰ φόβο. Καὶ ὁ Θωμᾶς τοὺς εἶπε : Μόνο ἐὰν Τὸν δῶ, μόνο ἐὰν γίνω μάρτυρας τῆς Ἀναστάσεως θὰ μπορέσω νὰ πιστέψω.

Δὲν εἶναι τὸ ἴδιο ποὺ μπορεῖ νὰ μᾶς πεῖ κάποιος ποὺ μᾶς συναντᾶ;

Πρὶν λίγες ἡμέρες ὁμολογήσαμε μὲ πάθος, μὲ εἰλικρίνεια καὶ μὲ πίστη τὴν Ἀνάσταση τοῦ Κυρίου καὶ τὸ πιστεύουμε μὲ ὅλο μας τὸ εἶναι· καὶ ὅμως, ὅταν μᾶς συναντοῦν οἱ ἄνθρωποι στὸ σπίτι, στὸν δρόμο, στὸν χῶρο τῆς ἐργασίας μας, μᾶς βλέπουν καὶ ἀναρωτιοῦνται: Ποιοὶ εἶναι αὐτοὶ οἱ ἄνθρωποι, τί τοὺς συνέβη;

Οἱ Ἀπόστολοι εἶχαν δεῖ τὸν ἀναστάντα Κύριο, ἀλλὰ ἡ Ἀνάσταση δὲν ἤτανε γι’ αὐτοὺς βίωμα, δὲν σήμαινε γι’ αὐτοὺς τὸ πέρασμα ἀπὸ τὸν θάνατο στὴν αἰώνια ζωή. Τὸ ἴδιο συμβαίνει καὶ σέ μᾶς· ἐὰν ἑξαιρέσουμε τοὺς ἁγίους, ποὺ ὅταν τοὺς συναντάει κάποιος ἀντιλαμβάνεται ὅτι τὸ μήνυμα ποὺ φέρουν εἶναι ἀληθινό.

Τί ὑπάρχει στὸ δικό μας μήνυμα ποὺ δὲν ἀκούγεται; Ἐπειδὴ μιλᾶμε ἀλλὰ δὲν εἴμαστε αὐτὸ ποὺ πρέπει νὰ εἴμαστε. Θὰ ἔπρεπε νὰ διαφέρουμε τόσο ἀπὸ τοὺς ἀνθρώπους ποὺ δὲν ἔχουν νοιώσει τὴν ἐμπειρία τοῦ ζωντανοῦ, ἀναστημένου Χριστοῦ, ποὺ μοιράστηκε μὲ μᾶς τὴ ζωή Του, ποὺ μᾶς ἔστειλε τὸ Ἅγιο Πνεῦμα, ὅπως, σύμφωνα μὲ τὰ λόγια τοῦ C. S. Lewis, διαφέρει ἕνα ἄγαλμα ἀπὸ ἕναν ἄνθρωπο. Ἕνα ἄγαλμα μπορεῖ νὰ εἶναι μεγαλοπρεπές, λαμπρό, ἀλλὰ εἶναι πέτρα. Ἕνας ἄνθρωπος μπορεῖ νὰ μᾶς συγκινεῖ λιγότερο ἐξωτερικά, εἶναι ὅμως ζωντανός, εἶναι μία μαρτυρία ζωῆς.

Ἂς ἐξετάσουμε τοὺς ἑαυτούς μας καὶ ἂς ἀναρωτηθοῦμε σὲ ποιὰ κατάσταση βρισκόμαστε, γιατί οἱ ἄνθρωποι ποὺ συναντᾶμε δὲν καταλαβαίνουν ὅτι ἀποτελοῦμε μέλη τοῦ σώματος τοῦ ἀναστημένου Κυρίου καὶ ναοὶ τοῦ Ἁγίου Πνεύματος; Γιατί;

Ὁ καθένας μας ἔχει νὰ δώσει τὴ δική του ἀπάντηση σ’ αὐτὴν τὴν ἐρώτηση. Ὁ καθένας ἀπὸ ἐμᾶς ἂς ἐξετάσει τὸν ἑαυτό του καὶ ἂς ἑτοιμαστεῖ νὰ ἀπαντήσει μὲ βαθειὰ συνείδηση, ἂς κάνουμε ὅ,τι εἶναι ἀναγκαῖο γιὰ ν’ ἀλλάξουμε τὴ ζωή μας, ἔτσι ποὺ οἱ ἄνθρωποι ποὺ μᾶς συναντοῦν, ὅταν θὰ μᾶς βλέπουν, θὰ λένε: Δὲν ἔχουμε ξανασυναντήσει τέτοιους ἀνθρώπους, ἔχουν κάτι ποὺ δὲν τὸ ἔχουμε δεῖ σὲ κανέναν ἄλλον. Τί εἶναι αὐτό; Καὶ θὰ μπορέσουμε νὰ τοὺς ἀπαντήσουμε ὅτι εἴμαστε φορεῖς τῆς ζωῆς τοῦ Χριστοῦ. Εἴμαστε μέλη τοῦ σώματός Του. Μέσα ἀπὸ ἐμᾶς ἐνεργεῖ ἡ ζωὴ τοῦ Ἁγίου Πνεύματος. Εἴμαστε ναός Του. Ἀμήν.


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Πρωτότυπο Κείμενο


St Thomas Sunday
April 30,1995

To-day we are keeping the day of St Thomas the Apostle. Too often we remember him only as a doubter; indeed he is the one who questioned the message which the other Apostles brought to him when they said: Christ is risen! We have seen Him alive!

But he is not one who doubted throughout his life or who remained unfaithful to the fullness of the divine revelation of Christ. We must remember that when the Apostles and the Lord heard of the illness of Lazarus, Christ said to them: Let us return to Jerusalem. To which the others said: But the Jews wanted to kill you there. Why should we return? Only Thomas the Apostle answered: Let us go with Him and die with Him. He was prepared not only to be His disciple in words, not only to follow Him as one follows a teacher, but to die with Him as one dies with a friend and, if necessary, for a friend. So, let us remember his greatness, his faithfulness, his wholeness.

But what happened then when after the Resurrection of Christ, the Apostles said to the one who had not seen Christ risen, that they had actually seen the risen Christ? Why did he not accept their message? Why did he doubt? Why did he say that he must have proofs, material proofs? Because when he looked at them, he saw them rejoicing in what they had seen, rejoicing that Christ was not dead, rejoicing that Christ was alive, rejoicing that victory had been won. Yet, when he looked at them he saw no difference in them.. These were the same men, only full of joy instead of fear. And Thomas said: Unless I see, unless I probe the Resurrection, I cannot believe you.

Is it not the same thing that anyone can say to us who meets us?

We proclaimed the Resurrection of Christ, passionately, sincerely, truthfully, a few days ago. We believe in it with all our being; and yet, when people meet us in our homes, in the street, in our place of work, anywhere, do they look at us and say: Who are these people? What has happened to them?

The Apostles had seen Christ risen, but the Resurrection had not become part of their own experience. They had not come out of death into eternal life. So it is also with us; except with the saints, when they see them, they know that their message is true.

What is it in our message that is not heard? Because we speak, but are not. We should be so different from people who have no experience of the living Christ, risen, who has shared His life with us, who sent the Holy Spirit to us as, in the words of C.S. Lewis, a living person is different from a statue. A statue may be beautiful, magnificent, glorious, but it is stone. A human being can be much less moving in his outer presence, yet he is alive, he is a testimony of life.

So let us examine ourselves. Let us ask ourselves where we are. Why is it that people who meet us never notice that we are limbs of the risen Christ, temples of the Holy Spirit? Why?

Each of us has got to give his own reply to this question. Let us, each of us, examine ourselves and be ready to answer before our own conscience and do what is necessary to change our lives in such away that people meeting us may look at us and say: Such people we have never seen. There is something about them that we have never seen in anyone. What is it? And we could answer: It is the life of Christ abroad in us. We are His limbs. This is the life of the Spirit in us. We are His temple. Amen